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Happy Valentines Day to ALL! I hope everyone has a mellow , love filled day!
Huggles!
Chris

Alive and well...........putting house on market........ been thru the war......all is ok for most part.....just been busy. Miss everyone!

Feeling rough. can't even cut and paste right this morn......

Had a long entry in my mind... but now it suffices to say how I feel n a nutshell.... George Harrison did it best with his somg "Give Me Love" I have been listening to alot of his work today..........
Projects on the brain--- want to re-finish my piano.... but no poace really appropriate to do it... maybe when weather warmer..
Peace

Yippee! IT's Friday! This morning the wether dude kinda put me on a bummer... saying all sorts of snarly things about RAIN, SNOW, thunderstorms and the like... drank my coffee......... then shut off the TV. BAH! Then the rains came down here hard. Sounded like a cow pissing on a flat rock. So I huffed and puffed about my day a bit more... got some stuff started that I needed to.... and now the sun is breaking thru! Hope it continues! Beastly is going to come over today and have coffee and visit a while.. generally I am in a good space today....
Thinking about raising chickens again......... but that is another entry....
Toodles!

Very overwhelmed. Eyes tearing, doesn't help I am crying....
Babysitting Mikey (11 months) and my 15 year old home sick.

I want to go lay down......... bawl my eyes out. Need some help here. ... and can't get any.

Just overwhelmed at present. This too shall pass... meanwhile...... oh god.

You scored as Intrapersonal. You prefer your own inner world, you like to be alone, and you are aware of your own strengths, weaknesses, and feelings. You learn best by engaging in independent study projects rather than working on group projects. People like you include entrepreneurs, philosophers and psychologists. </td> Musical/Rhythmic 71% Intrapersonal 71% Verbal/Linguistic 68% Bodily/Kinesthetic 68% Interpersonal 64% Visual/Spatial 57% Logical/Mathematical 43% The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences created with QuizFarm.com

Had a little accident. Hard to sit up and be online. To those close to me... it will take a few more days for me to be back in full swing. Miss ya..

Working with my clay again.......... will feel good... that is the project for today besides watching Mikey. Sometimes I can get lost working with my hands... puts me into a space that is indescribeable!
Want to keep this weekend MELLOW. Was invited to a birthday party Sunday... but there are probably going to be about 40 people there and that sounds mentally invasive so will have to make up my mind later. Tomorrow heading into the flatland ... maybe going to waterfront.. just getting the hell out of here...
I am really wondering something... I should feel blessed as people want to gravitate towards my place on the weekends after a work week etc... but just becaue I live in the woods away from it all........ how can I get MY downtime if folks coming out here every weekend? They just don't pop by either.. stay for hour or so........... no they park it here for at least 4-10 hours. I have hinted .. even left. Shouldn't have to do that... but don't want to be rude but feel iike PEOPLE are rude. Need more coffee... maybe then I won't be feeling so bitchy.

Cause my sex thingy was Libra but astrologically my birthday makes me a Taurus... hmm... another mystery of me to ponder..

Worried about my friend "M" . She lives up north and has had a married couple be close friends with her for about 3 years... She was friends with both the hubby unit as well as the wife. Then it got complicated. The wife wanted my friend to have a fling with her... my friend said she wasn't comfy with that. Then her friends hubby said same thing... now it turns out M has feelings for hubby and now that husband and wife going thru a divorce. I think it is CRAPOLA. I love my friend to death....... but why all the sneaking around horseshit? IT is tearing her own nerves apart... and it all just seems so unnecessary. And I want to be there for my friend......... and I have always had a policy of live and let live... but this one bugging me. If it is just a sexual thing why can't they all be just honest and open about it? I mean really... people can have sex with other people while they are married IF everyone open about it... I think people sometimes confuse SEX with LOVE and it is a whole different thing... sometimes the twain meet but damn! Someone always gets hurt if people aren't up front. And that is what I can't stand. Either a marriage is OPEN or it ISN'T. I hope my friend will survive all this emotional crap she is going thru... we all still love her... but I think now she is hanging low and hiding from us all ... knowing that we believe in being open and honest about stuff and she broke up a home for in my opinion just a piece of ass. I just don't know what to think. I will just listen to her. Hug her when necessary and she needs it, love her to death and shake my head privately and hope the brain fairy gives her a thought process transplant.

These quizzes are interesting... hmmmm

You are Lust.

Every part of you screams "Do me now!"
You exude sexuality and while others sometimes
view you as a slut, you see yourself as only
giving into your base desires.


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Oh yeah... the concert went really well last night ... but the seating oh so sucked. Coudn't get a seat really but had to stand at the back. Still worth it though, cause she knew we all went there to see her and it was emotionally supportive for her. And I admit I was proud of her too....... she looked so very pretty.
Pulled a back muscle holding a baby girl.... she was only 3 months old but was on the cranky side. It was gas.her farts louder than a trucker. Like I could point at her and say...ummm it was the baby! lol anyway it was humorous... to a point. Glad I could hand her back to her Mama for a diaper change. Went out to dinner with "Bubba" too....... quiet conversation.. mellow... was a long day before we got there... Got home and tried to get comfy to go to sleep... back really hurt like hell....position changes didn't help... finally drifted off dreaming of moving....... Want to go to Dash Point... not the state park.. but the other little hole in wall area there.. want to sit and look at the waves, go down to bare feet and feel the wet sand.. think........ be one with the wind and wetness..... and be one with me again....
Gotta go... god why do cats" bark" when you ignore then... sheeeezzzzzzzz

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Isn't the human mind amazing???

Still laughing.......... but oh it is gonna be a wild ride today just to get thru it.

From our vacation last year... hike up to Cape Flattery.... awesome..

I can't seem to customize this journal. I am technically challenged. IT LOOKS boring. And that just makes my butt wanna dip snuff!
Another day another try...............

Today is gonna be awesome! IT is FINALLY supposed to be pretty sunny this day! Good thing too as I have a bunch of laundry I would love to line dry! Going to work around here today and tonight go to a concert at the school.... Finally heard from my brother in Indiana... relieved. He is a twit shit and doesn't write as much as I like him too... they moved back there about 3 years ago from here. Miss them much.
Still can't figure out the pic posting thing here...heard something about using photobucket.com But I tried a while back for something else and they say they can't accept new accts? I will try again...
Want to also cut back some blackberry brambles today... this burn ban does not help me at all............ but I guess its logical.
Daughter Beastly showed up here last night looking like warmed over death... don't think she is sick... but I AM thinking something is wrong.. There were too many people here when she came.. wondering if she needs to talk... going to call her... Maybe pop in on her later with some Rasberry Breve's and have some quality "girl talk" ....... I can always "smell it" when something is up... just hope it isn't serious..
Toodles for now!
holy shit.. daughters electric toothbrush just started and turned on... she is not home. (great , aother one of THOSE days when things start working on their own) BAH! I would have thought I was nutz but my other daughter home and saw it too..... disturbing. And we were both like 10 feet away from it.

The party was a success.... ;-) Totally. A good time was has by all...... I have pics and they are awesome! If I could figure out how to put them in here I would! This week...... I will...
Spent all of yesterday naked. It was fantastic... We didn't leave our bedroom... part hangover, part raw horniness... just the most perfect day!
Today brought me babysitting again.......and back to real world where other needs have to be met..
Tomorrow will ramble on... going to go make some chow and relax! Wishing for summer...want to sleep under the stars.........